THE ORIGINAL "Crash and Burn" 1893 Drew Street Clearwater, FL 33765 (727) 449-BURN . . . . .. Could it get anymore fucking cooler!!!!!!!! Piss off !!!!!!

As a young guy I always wante to be Black....I always wanted to be special. Now as an adult I can see that they had many things to overcome. I'm not glad I was white by any means. White is normal...why would I wanna be normal? Black has a difference that scares some people and makes difference. I look upward to those people. Just because they are different than I. I can't ever be as cool as Shaft....or maybe can I? . . . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . .

I drank a whole bottle of wine tonite.. It was an 98'. Extremely fine and it mixed well with the two beers I had following it. Wine I have found is a great medium between beer and sobriety. I'm not saying I didn't get a buzz, but it was a romantic buzz... Okay now the one song I found good on the new Lenny Kravitz Cd was Track 7...Mr. Cabdriver...I guess.. but it was cool... It had a 70's groove to it, while maintaining Lenny's distaste for society. I truly respectable song from any punks view...

I must give it up to Lenny.... I never thought he'd release a greatest hits album. I bought it by the way... I do still buy CD's ..I think he deserves to have his CD bought. I enjoy every song on it..It's a good CD.. I give it an A++. especialally if you like that slow melodic 70's sound that he eminates... I like the nes "again" song...I think it's a really good song actually. It has feeling..which is not normal in the industry now...I see lenny as becoming.."Historic".

Robert Morton Downey, Jr... Hmmm what can I say? Does he have a drug problem? yeah... Does he act stupidly? yeah..... I think that this emphasises my whole idea about drugs. If people want drugs they''l get em...He "as in robert" has the afliciction of being a celebrity. If he was a normal person...this wouldn't be a problem.. of course he'd be dead.... I think the whole the whole idea about drugs needs to be be refinanced..that meaning...peole get high on other stuff that is sold at places you and I go to everyday.. The whole "War against drugs is doomed". If you can't see that then your blind. Huffers and whippets..think about it.. Does the sale of whipped cream need to be restricted? I ahve personally bought 5 cans of whipped cream and been acused of "Needing to get a life", but so what...i know I need a life.

I am getting better at drumming. I totally have the first little exercise down I was supposed to learn, now it's time to move onto lesson two. As for the Trumpet, I just don't have what it takes I think. My lungs are straining for air after the first 10 seconds.... so I truly believe there is no hope..

In other news.. Bush is our new president after much debate and calamity. I miss the party of the year last friday..and it's perfectly fine. I was thinking about going for about a second...but had decided not too, and it was for the best I think. I bought a little bonzai looking plant for my cubicle today.It's nice, and I hope it the best. Things go well for me recently. I had an exceellent Thanksgiving. My aunt, Uncle, and cousin came down from Va... which made it feel like a real Thanksgiving. I may go up there for Christmas...depends on if I can get the time off. I will try, but it doesn't look good I must say. I miss being close to family during the Holiday season... It's always better with more people around.

This next thing I am about to say carries much weight. I met someone the other day, who said they were from Russia. At first I was in disbelief. Her name was Anastasia. She was a journalist in Saint Petersburg. Now being an avid chatter, I have come across fakes and other frauds in the past, and I was beginning to believe she was one. I don't know why I really had no proof. just an inkling of doubt. Maybe it was her excellent use of english, or her knowledge of america. Anyways I was quite abrupt with her and Apologize for it. I should I guess speak with only people I know, but that wouldn't be any fun. I got an e-mail from her shortly after saying she was hurt, and that I should take feelings into account before I start making wild accusations. I know this is true.. I feel bad for making someone so far away feel like crap. And now there is nothing I can do, because the damage is done. So if you read this Anastasia... I am sorry

Every year she makes Pecan pie, and say have a slice. You'd think one of these days she'd get the hint that I hate Pecan Pie...

So did everyone have a good Thanksgiving? I did...I had the most great dinner, thanx Aunt Judy and mom.