As a young guy I always wante to be Black....I always wanted to be special. Now as an adult I can see that they had many things to overcome. I'm not glad I was white by any means. White is normal...why would I wanna be normal? Black has a difference that scares some people and makes difference. I look upward to those people. Just because they are different than I. I can't ever be as cool as Shaft....or maybe can I? . . . . . . .. . . . . . .. . . .