and yes....I love you...

Napster is not dead! Let the spirit live on.... I just downloaded the "Beatles 1" CD...from Napster. I thought it was closed, there is always OPENAP, or LIMEWIRE which is a defacto of Gnutella. It in itself isn't and will never be what Napster was... and still is!!! Don't be afraid of the press people. I know computer Technicians that don't use it anymore because they think they could get in trouble. Napster is like the Spice Channel... I mean if your a computer technician you shouldn't be using NAPSTER anyway.. there are FTP sites for that kinda stuff..

I do not believe that the Beatles were geniuses in the lyrics in which they encompassed their music in. It was perhaps the actual rhythm and tone and percussion in which the did so. It was the outside envelope which consists of 3 beats really. All the popular songs have 3 beats, that repeat themselves over and over again. They vary in tempo and weight but still they remain. I guess when you find something good you tend to stick with it, but the part I don't really feel is right is that they are standard rock beats with a few minor alterations. Maybe they were the ones that created these standards. I'm not old enough to know I guess.

Gin...if mixed well is awesome!

All you need is love.... I always looked up to those that were happy... And wondered what spark flew up they're ass.

Lael...doesn't that just roll off your tongue...Laay Ele....Ahhhh.... :-)

Built new computer last wednesday. If anyone is interested

10x DVD, All in Wonder 32mb, AMD 1000mhz Thunderbird, Asus A7V, IBM Deskstar 30 GB, 256Mb PC 133 SDRAM

It cost me a little over a grand to build an almost top of the line computer. This new computer really rocks, everyone should have one. And don't ever buy a Enlight Case. They are a pain in the ass but look nice. I yanked the old 2 speed CD-Rom burner out of my old machine. Now all I have to do is get my hands on 100ft of Cat5 cable to network the 2 pc's together and share that internet!

Do you ever know when something just feels so right? and you don't want it to be that perfect? It's scary huh? Maybe it is just life taking care of itself. I haven't fallen in love in a long time. In over a year in fact. I keep waiting for "love to come along and kick me in the head". As Jeff would say.

Speaking of Jeff, he's been really nice lately. And I am beginning to wonder what he wants. In other news I am planning on having a BBQ at my house sometime soon in the future. Just a small thing with food and a Hot tub.....but it's so tough being alone.. so why can't I find a girl that wants to be with me. Maybe fate will step in....hopefully...

Tony Rich Project - Nobody knows

Thanks to  janunez@newgen.net.ph for these lyrics.

I pretended I'm glad you went away
These four walls closing more everyday
And I'm dying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Like a clown, I put on a show
The pain is real even if nobody knows 
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me

Why didn't I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is tumbling down
I can say it so clearly
But you're nowhere around

Chorus:
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm trembling at night and
Nobody knows it but me
I lie awake it's a quarter past three
I'm screaming at night as if 
I thought you'd hear me
Yeah my heart is calling you
And nobody knows it but me

How blue can you get?
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle
It's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say 
Just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be loving you still
Chorus:
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

Tomorrow morning I'm hitting 
The dusty road
Gonna find you wherever 
Ever you might go
I'm gonna unload my heart and hope
You come back to me
Said when the nights are lonely...

Chorus:
The nights are lonely
The days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about
The love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

My job sucks, I'm not afraid to say. They keep making stupid decisions, that affect me.. Assholes!!!

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