Jan 24, 2006

January 24th

They say theres no such thing as a free lunch, but am inclined to disagree. I've had a free lunch, and it tasted freakin awesome. A nice white wine vinegrette and chicken so tender you'd swear it wasn't chicken at all.

Why can't I stay focused? am I content with 1/2 finished projects cluttering up my space, ... I have more 1/2 finished projects than anyone I know.

I have the lottery spreadsheet with statistical analysis of past winning numbers.
I have the adirondack chair with no back support.
I have the woden clock that consists of one gear and no hands.
I have the stock market analysis sheet with no stocks.
I have the screen printing tools, but no motivation to create.

They say Leonado Da Vinci did the same thing, but I'm no genius really. I happen to be a bumbling bafoon that makes everything he touches turn to crap.

Does anyone else in the world feel like I do? I feel like life is slipping by while I am in some coma. I don't understand how some people are so functional, but maybe they are directed by an outside source or just have small easier tasks.

Whatever it is that makes me who I am, i wish it would stop, because I am sick of me and want to be someone else..

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