Do you ever know when something just feels so right? and you don't want it to be that perfect? It's scary huh? Maybe it is just life taking care of itself. I haven't fallen in love in a long time. In over a year in fact. I keep waiting for "love to come along and kick me in the head". As Jeff would say.

Speaking of Jeff, he's been really nice lately. And I am beginning to wonder what he wants. In other news I am planning on having a BBQ at my house sometime soon in the future. Just a small thing with food and a Hot tub.....but it's so tough being alone.. so why can't I find a girl that wants to be with me. Maybe fate will step in....hopefully...