"It's quite normal to realize that, on many days, a career is a job rather than a heart-pounding adventure." Well fuck that, I want to live life to the fullest. I want it all, and I want it right fucking now! I have become sort of a corporate slave to things. I mean I go to work, and I don't have many friends left. I have a car payment and all those things I swear I'd never do, I've done. I've sold out as everyone does. Everyone is a wide concept I suppose. I mean it does mean everyone right?! So why shouldn't I be able to have a ob that inspires me? Why should I be stuck in the same ole same ole? I am going to buy a few things tomorrow... A bike to ride....I wanna go fast, plus I've noticed I've gained a few pounds on my abs since this selling out phase, and I do have the pinellas trail directly behind my house. Why not put it to use? And my other purchase will be a drum set, so watch the fuck out Bob! Not that I am any good at drumming, but I need to release some agravation....This world pisses me off..I expect my drumming to be alot like a minor threat song...Really fucking fast. I always liked to ride my bike as a young youth, so maybe I can catch some of that antiadulthood and swallow it down.